lol i tried for like 10 minutes to think of something to do for my birthday, but im really not feeling it this year at all. i dont feel like its my birthday or anything so im not celebrating. idc if its my 18th, ill celebrate by buying a pack of cigarettes and then give it away or something. maybe next yearrr.

Me: “oh I see you checking out that girl huh!”
Babe: “No she’s like 5!”
Me: “you’re five too!”
Babe: “No! I’m 10!”
Haha his face was so cute (: first time we had a nice little drive together…to the post office lol. It was still fun(: then we drove back to his house and when we got there his cousin was walking in and as we slowed by i was all stalker mode on him lol. His cousins a weirdo but hes nice. Tylers so scrubby but its cute haha. He stood at the corner of his street til i drove away but then i ddnt wanna go so i just sat in the parking lot hugging the wheel and we just made faces at each other. Im pretty sure any passerby that saw him thought he was crazy, ahahhaha! As boring and quiet as people might think he is, they don’t know him like I do :p he’s hella hyper and crazy when he wants to be and he won’t shuttup lol. And he’s funny, like the subtle kind of funny. Idk like once you get through to him, he’s like the funnest person to be around. (:
So people can stop asking why I’m with him! He’s not boring! His personality is just lowkey haha :p

Less than one month left til our asses are out of high schoooool! All I’m waiting for is senior ex to be over next week as from then on is just chiiiiiilllllllll, for me at least :p prom was pretty amazing, everyone looked super super bootiful and even though it started off rocky, the night ended super well. We started off with 7482747283 pictures at sids house, and theeeen dinner at nordstroms, I didn’t know that place had a food place like that :p Tyler and I killed all the bread that came to the table (x haha. Then we went to prom and spent a few hours there and then we all headed to the beach around 10:30 and just chilled and then tap ex to pig out (: nothing too crazy on prom night but it was still fun. One prom down, one more to go(: Tyler’s aunt just had a baby and he keeps telling me that his family keeps asking him when our wedding is or tease him about how he’ll be next with a baby and what not haha. I’m like “ohhh heeeeeeeeeeeeelll no” lol poor baby always being teased. He met my parents, well my dad. And it was awkward for me but I guess it went well, like no one got hurt so it was good. And everyone was nice to each other :p don’t matter, daddy needs to accept it now. Or ima just be a lonely cat lady forever.

im still excited about the weekends coming up. Honestly, its prom and its a “once in a lifetime” thing we’ll remember down the road right? so why make it stressful? im not gonna stress over it, whatever happens happens, but i wont let it ruin my fun. idk, i tried what i could and if i cant do anything about it then fuckkk itttttt. as long as i try to have fun with everyone then everything should run smoothly, the rest of up to the rest of us AHEM! no pressure. might as well make the most of whats left of high school (: less than a month lefttt, coooommmooonnn nowwwwwwwwwwwww.